Deep and meaningfuls...

I've been chatting to an old friend of mine, we were at primary school together, but lost touch after moving to secondary school, as most people do. But it was nice to catch up today, to see how much we have both changed and both grown over the past 5 years. But on my msn personal comment it says 'Every relationship is messed up. What makes it perfect, is still wanting to be there'. Now I firmly believe this. I think all relationships have flaws, there will be no perfect relationship, they simpley do not exist. But he thinks they do. So it started a deep and meanighful, mostly about love and how it has affected and changed us both and what we think of it. Now me, I think love is the most simple, beautiful and pure thing that could exist. It makes the world turn, makes things worth doing, and makes all the hurt worthwile. Take me and cris for an example, I love him, simple as. But our relationship, is messed up. I won't go into it, but trust me it is. Now even after all the hurt we put each other through, neither of us would give up the good times we have together. Mostly because when we are together, we are perfect, two havles of a whole, call it whatever you wish, but it's good. I also think that without all the bad relationships and all the hurt, then when the right one comes along, we know that it is true, and pure, and right. That we know not to screw it up, to treat that person right. M however thinks that all relationships are black and white. They either work or don't. No maybes, no what if's. Simple as. If you get hurt, you run away. Love cannot mend mistakes, so once you screw up in a relationship that's it. For me that seems a pretty dam harsh way to see it, but everyone is entitled to their own thoughts and opinions.


So after the love bit, which kinda got me upset thinking about it. We got the meaning of life. Oh dude I was not ready for this one. I never will be, at least not any time soon. So, why are we here? What is our purpose in life? Honestly I have no clue what so ever. None. Nada. Ziltch. I'm kinda going with alot of different religions and a bit of science here too. I reckon we are all here to learn a lesson. Something that will make our souls better for learning it. I do not however think that there is one being up there that controls all, at least I don't want to think that, because if there is then he/she has a pretty sick mind. Yes I know you need the good too see the bad, but look around. The world is turning into a horror movie! People are getting killed daily, they start wars for stupid reasons, when actually the people living in the country are happier before the dam war! Kids are being killed in their schools, the one place in the world that is supposed to be for them and them alone to feel safe. Anyways, bit of a rant there, opps. I also don't think we were created, as a planet, as a universe, by a god or something. I don't however understand all the science theories either, they are not completly plausable. But I think it is a combination of both that brought this world and universe into existance. Ok moving on from that jabber, as reading it back it makes very little sense, but trust me it makes sense in my head.

On a complelty unrelated topic, my physics teacher rocks! We sat this morning and had the great debate over.... which was the best monty python film! Now there were some very radical views, which were quite plainly mad. People were saying the meaning of life. They quite clearly have no sense of humour or have not seen the other 3. So Mr Lafferty and I came to the conclusion that, The holy grial is the best. Only marginally. But still the best. No-one could ever compete with the Knights who say Ni. Or the french castle. It is not possible. Yes the life of brian has the bring out your dead scence, they paint on the walls, and the stoning. But not much else. And now for something completly different is funny, but not entirely brillant, unlike the previous two. It has the parrot scene and the lumberjack scene and thats about the height of it, none of the other bits have you in stiches falling off the sofa laughing. Hence The Holy Grail was crowned the king of all Monty Python films. So we are under the promise that if tommorow we do well in our experiment, ie not burn the place down or blow it up. Then on monday we can watch the Holy Grail. Sweets included. This then created a debate over the best sweetie. It got very heated, with people rulers getting chucked across the classroom, the bell went just in time. So no doubt tommorow that one shall be continued. I shall be bringing body armour. I am of course defending the fablous haribo. So naturally I shall win, but with stiff compition from Alice's 'trolli bugar thingis' as we call them. I was also tempted to throw in the fablous sweetie bobbles, but restrained myself as they really would think I was even more insane than they currently think. So all in all a very productive physics lesson. We do do some work in there, honestly, but most of the time it is just complete nonsense. Just the way we like it. He has however offered to give me a hand with all the work I have missed during our matching frees. So yay for that and yay for almost finishing topic one! Hurrah.
Oh dear I have waffled on slightly. Not my intention honestly. So I am going to find suitably pink and fablous body armour and to find a pretty pink scarf for fred (if I havn't told about fred in another blog then I shall do so tommorow or soonish)
Neeshy
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