YAY! A brand spanking new year. So happy new year to all and I hope 2007 brings you all your dreams and gives you the strength to get through the rough patches. The begining of a new year, for me is a chance to start over. To put the past year away. To store the memories, good and bad. To remember and be thankful for all the good ones, but also to learn lessons from the bad ones. A chance to set yourself new goals. I also seem to evaluate my life over the past year. 2006 seemed to be a pretty dam good year for me. Yeh its had its hard times but it has has so many highs. Also sitting here thinking, I have changed alot as a person too, in the summer I was scared of changing, not sure if I was ready to let the old me go. But now I'm so glad I did. I now have alot more up days than down, I no longer care what other people think of me, I have accepted me at long last, I have made peace with the people who have hurt me most, but I also relaised that sometimes the smallest descions that we make really can have the biggest impact.

Anyways moving on. I am getting a tattoo!! Well when I'm legally old enough. So in 11 months I shall be getting off a flight from amsterdam after the most wonderful 4 days there and then be heading into Belfast to get a butterfly tattoo. I am uber excited. Dad thinks I will change my mind on the tattoo, it took mum 6 months to decide on hers. But you know when you see something and just know? Well yeh it's pretty much like that. A friend showed me some pics last night and I fell in love with one. It's really pretty and also adds another meaning to the tattoo. I want a tattoo that means something, not just something to look nice. However when I try and explain the meanings I sound like a rambling idiot (thanks dad!) so I won't even try but they are good meanings and I like them so yay for tattooness in a year.

Bar all that not much else to report. We took down our christmas decorations today. I have refused to let the pink tree in my room and have not left it alone for them to kidnap it. Poor tree! I will glue the tree to my room should I have too it is not going anywhere!!

Anyways happy new year :D:D
Love and cuddles
xxx